kakalkalin ko buhay ko..

today was errr really inspiring?? i dont know i just... i feel more open.... whoaw! haha, i had a really emotional day today ..T____T pffft...
anyway, it's our 3rd day of our CAT training and it's getting better each day^-^ im learning new things and i've never felt so eager to learn.

first day was about learning about ourselves such as our positive and negative traits. It's hard identifying my positive traits cause.. well.. im a bad kidT____T *did i just say kid??* and when i say bad, REALLY BAD; ok ok fine.. im not 'that' bad it's just i can't see myself as that "goody-good girl" like ewww.. me?? good girl?? yeah right! hahaxD but i know deep down inside me i can be good and im really understanding and caring not that im bragging but it's true^^ so yeah. About my negative traits, i hate them!! REALLY REALLY HATE THEM!!! and it's pissing me off! i can't take it off me!!!! *AHHHHHHHHH!!* so anyway, i'll try my best being the 'real' me and wash the negative traits away.. *wash, wash, wash*

second day was really tiring. We cleaned the park like picking up dried leaves, organized utensils in our HE(Home Economics) room and wash the dishes, after being bummed out with those stuffs we started with our lecture.

HAHAHA!! i'll continue it later^-^ my dad just got home and we're going out, my sister is going to have her haircut, i hope the hairdresser would shave her head off!!xD hahaaha:D