i need lots of moneyT____T

(see, even yamapi needs money! LOL!!xD)


For me, money is a concept. It is an abstract figure that is associated with a person. The figure cannot be edited. It increases or decreases according to the action the person performs. This figure cannot exist if everyone does not follow it.
As i was saying, money is just a concept so we should not be controlled by it. We should be the master of money, we shouldn't do something bad to obtain it like quarreling, cheating, stealing, robbing or even killing. iF ever we did those things, we are the SLAVE of money. (and i'll do that just for money!! MWAHAHAHA!!) just kidding!xD
(LOL!!! im being too carried away!xD) anyway,


I've been talking to a lot of people and most of them needed money even in livejournals, blogs and friendster users, most of their reason is the same with me. I wanted to buy a lot of things especially JE(Johnny's Entertainment) stuffs like magazines, cds, merchandise, ughh..there's a lot of them! i can't even countT___T. I've already ordered some but i dont know why im still unsatisfied, most probably because i was raised spoiled.



I've been abusing money, i know deep inside, i don't really need those stuffs but i just can't help itTT___TT (if you're a fangirl, wouldn't you want an uchiwa(fan) of your ichiban? or a new single dvd of you're favorite JE band? ) *slaps face* i need to control myself or at least just try to take my hands off money. (mikaaaaa, use your brain!)

this picture made me post this and as well, realize the fact that we are just fans and they dont even know i exist..*awwww...*







but despite the reason that they dont know us in real life, that doesn't mean we have to stop supporting or idolizing them, right?^-^. We'll just have to know are limitations because sometimes, we're using a lot of money on stuffs (that will probably not last). so think before you act, there's a lot of reason why God gave you that money.


but still... i want NewS' new single!!!x( uwaaaa....and i can't wait for my JE stuffs!!xD ihhhhh.. haaa.. so happy!!xD *tin, kaw nalang hinihintay ko kumpleto na pera ko haha!!xD*